I never wanted to be part of the Konami Classics Admins, I only wanted the wiki to simply grow I never wanted to be noticed since I'm treated like an outcast on two certain wikis I've used to join.
I've never had a paranoid fantasy that you would take over, I just wanted someone to help me out I only see myself as a moderator to make sure no one vandalizes a page or spread false info within this wiki.
The reason why I was editing, is when you joined it gave me the urge to help others out not like I was doing out of myself as a "leader". Seriously, I am not egotistical.
The comments I made is because I wanted to say something I've thought about so if any other users came to this wiki they might talk to me or not.
I never see myself as some sort of big shot, I see myself as an outcast that would rather find a place that only a few people go to and isn't noticed much.
I didn't want any trouble to occur, I've dealt with things like this before and it wasn't pretty for me that it was the reason why I don't talk that much to users on certain wikis I join with to edit some things.
That's why I couldn't discuss with you is that I felt like you would judge me of what I would say. I was harassed back during the past of what I said to someone on a thread. You might've thought I was an idiot of how I talk, but I don't think of you taking over as a sort of paranoid thought.